I'm not sure why it's creeping back in, there's any number of reasons I suppose. Dan (my shrink) seems to think that just maybe I'm wired this way. Not to say I'm wired crazy but wired in such a way that when things get off kilter in one way or another, my brain goes all wonky. I started writing things down, I've removed the only thing I can from my schedule in order to help me not be overwhelmed.
I just need people to stand in the gap and pray hard that I can defeat this without incident.
There's something eerie about your shrink telling you to stay safe as you leave his office.